The Cairene

I got back from school. I have nothing to say, but everyday things change. People change for reasons 'I know'. I know why you are doing this and that. I can read your minds through your eyes' iris. That's how it goes. My mind turns around and around. It falls and gets up again. I don't care about how people react, but myself. It reacts. It is not me who react, but some other girl inside me react and ache. I don't have any specific reason to write this..I am just opening up. My life has nothing to hide about. You can all figure it out easy and know everything. I won't say that's life; I would say that's everything. Smiles and laughs which I know the dislike or hate behind. I don't need that. I prefer keeping away from people, not because I am lonely, but I don't want to know a lot and fake it when it is about loving them; that's worse. Not inspiring quotes, nor something or someone will make you feel better. It is your mind, when it de...

الشهيد مش ميت، الشهيد حي مابينا. احنا بننزل الميدان و ماسبيرو، و لما نمشي هو بيعتصم..علشان يشجعنا ننزل تأني و عاشر. يفرح أوي لما نهتفله و ندعيله..و رصاصة تعدي من بين روحه تأني و توجعه لما يحس ان الثوار تعبوا. ف بأعلي صوت لازم نقول" متعبناش متعبناش" و الشهيد هيكمل معانا و يقول"الحرية مش ببلاش".                                        الفاتحة علي روح شهداء الحرية و الكرامة.. يسقط حكم العسكر.

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At first: We just do mistakes, stupid mistakes. You could be knowing they will destroy you, but you keep going, or actually, you find yourself going there without feeling, you just wake up when you are at the midst of the big trouble. After it: I won't do it again. I regret that. I learnt the lesson. It won't happen again. Some sentences your head tells you, after your life is nearly shaken. And you could stay like that for weeks or months without repeating it. Again.. Your thoughts grab you..You find yourself doing it all over again. May be a new mistake, but if you though deeper, you will find that it is just the same one over and over again. You could curse yourself, hate yourself, feel ashamed and wish you are dead. But that's normal. It is not just you doing that. Everyone does that. That's life. Mistakes and Mistakes. You will never get rid of them, because it is always a brand new case everyday. No one succeeds from the start. It goes on as well.