"I wrote that"- The Brain

I got back from school. I have nothing to say, but everyday things change. People change for reasons 'I know'. I know why you are doing this and that. I can read your minds through your eyes' iris. That's how it goes. My mind turns around and around. It falls and gets up again. I don't care about how people react, but myself. It reacts. It is not me who react, but some other girl inside me react and ache. I don't have any specific reason to write this..I am just opening up. My life has nothing to hide about. You can all figure it out easy and know everything. I won't say that's life; I would say that's everything.

Smiles and laughs which I know the dislike or hate behind. I don't need that. I prefer keeping away from people, not because I am lonely, but I don't want to know a lot and fake it when it is about loving them; that's worse.

Not inspiring quotes, nor something or someone will make you feel better. It is your mind, when it decides. You think your mind is yours and your heart and soul are yours. But definitely, everything is on it own. You control your nothing. God created you from flesh, blood, brain and heart..You don't do anything; they do everything.

Sit down. Stand up. Sit down. Walk around. Lay here. That's what your useless body does when you are breathing. Your mind decides and your body moves. Your soul is there watching inside. Your soul has eyes..Eyes that can do feeling rather seeing.

Random things cramming inside my head went out. My mind wrote, and my fingers moved like a robot controlled by a remote...It is all nonsense but my brain finds it so much important. I wrote that-my brain

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