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After midnight rants: A whispering self.

"I love you", my lips whispered to the breeze. I don’t know who I am talking to or who should I be saying those three words to. It doesn’t matter. Words no longer know their way through me as much as I know mine through their maze.  I like to write. I like the fact that I am writing now. I am not sure what I am writing, but it is art. I consider it one because right now, I am painting my brain and adding the last glimpses of confusion on my painting through kicking it all out in this pointless piece. "I love you". These there words again. I don’t know who I am talking to or who should I be saying those three words to. I have no clue. The last time someone said these words to me was today. A close friend of mine said them to me, and they had no a single effect on me. I didn’t even blink. It is weird. "I love you", "Bahebak/ek", "Seni seviyorum", "Je t’aime", "Te amo"..In all the languages, it was proven scienti

Before you go and hurt someone.

Before you go and hurt someone,  know you’ll be hurting yourself  all along. Before you go and hurt someone,  Please think again, and d on’t. You don’t know what they are going through, and what your harsh words might do. I am not asking you to care, just- don’t get there.  So before you go and hurt someone,  try to find an excuse for their mistakes, and forgive. I’ll leave forgetting to you anyway. Before you go and hurt someone,  Remember how you hate being judged, as well as being mocked or called by names. Remember that life is not so fair, I know,  but I also know that it’s still pretty fair- enough to hurt  you as bad.  Before you go and hurt someone,  Don’t think of Karma. We don’t care. Think of yourself or feeling bad about it. And know that it could really get to others, So please, stop yourself and don’t go anywhere. I hurt someone before, and I hurt myself.  I wish I read this post before I go. But here we are, don’t let

Alone.

I curled up in my mother's womb for 9 months, alone. I used to be scared of the dark during my childhood, alone. I taught myself how to make friends and failed, So I remained alone. I taught myself, as a kid, how to wear socks, alone. I taught myself how to knot the lace, alone. I walked from and to school, alone. I grew up, I learnt, I fell, I hurt and got hurt, alone. I failed, tried, failed again then succeeded, alone. I read myself to sleep, I cried myself to sleep, Alone. I have a lovely big family, but I preferred to remain as I was brought, To this busy cruel world,                                                                          Alone. I fought my demons and befriended my angels, alone. I learnt how to make friends, the right way I loved, hated, liked and disliked, alone. I loved, hated, liked and disliked, alone. Alone. I committed my sins and did few good deeds, alone. I prayed and leaned and pled for forg