The Cairene

We keep needing things in lives and never get them. We keep getting getting other things in live and stop needing them. It makes us humans, but. I have been trying to think of something to write after 'but' and nothing to be jotted down. I think it's the humans' nature of wanting things or losing interest in whatever they own? We wait. We wait for many things, knowing that we are wasting hell of t ime of another things, but we wait. We wait for things we know that's not going to happen and things that we know we will never be getting; so much time wasted, but we still wait. I don't get the point of waiting because to me, the only thing worth waiting is basically a flight out of this place or for angels to take me by the hands. I wait. I'm not quite sure why we aren't so concerned about time even though it's never on our favor, but what? We wait and waste some more time. Yes, I wait for too many unrealistic things and it's not even funny. Lately, ...

Some spend thousands on watches, maybe to give the prestige and maybe to really use it. I don’t use watches for this, and I don’t even wear one.  I don’t believe in time. Yes of course exams will have time limit and I have to organize myself, but I do this by heart. They say time fly, but not really. I would make a bond with time and it decides to stay at the end. I am sure you don’t get a word of what I have said above, so let me start again. How were clocks invented? The sunset, and the sunrise? The earth revolves around the sun at constant speed and some sciences materials which I don’t really know accurately. Let me start again. I mean, I wake up by sunrise and I know it is morning. When the sun decides to leave (or the point I live at decides to give its back to the sun), night starts. I start to feel that and sense that. I feel the day is ending when I run out of energy in summer. I feel the day ending when I am sleepy in winter. Let away insomnia)....