Life as I get it.

It could be weird to think that way, but I just think that way. I don’t know how to start actually but it is like..don’t you ever think about people saying “I love my life” or saying “I am living the best times of my whole life”.

Take a deeper look. Biologically, living means breathing. Basically, living means surviving. I mean, we all breathe. We all have lungs. We are all surviving. Truth to be told, we aren’t all really living. 

Depression, break ups, divorce and all of the bad things; they exist and they can make you lose the grip of your body. You slip away softly and if you didn’t catch up, it could end up with not even surviving. 

Let us no go away from the main point. 

I believe there is a difference. God have plans but this is not about life and death. It is about us human beings and our existence. Sometimes I am breathing but not really breathing. I am just surviving the absence of life; death. But it doesn’t mean I am living. 

Living is to be happy, satisfied, having no worries and I mean, LIVING. When you are having what you want and need. When you need nothing more. When you can sleep without having to wish for something, or shed tears of someone and all of these things that put us on the edge of falling.

However, you won’t ever reach that. Even if you did, it will be by the fact you convince yourself and just accept the fact that nobody takes everything. It is true, nobody gets everything. Nobody keeps all what they love. 

Here we is where I wanted to take you. 

The point when you convince yourself about that fact I have mentioned above. I believe that there is a fine line between living and breathing. This line is where we find true happiness. This line is where the fact of satisfaction lies. You would say and how I could reach this line. My answer is; I don’t know. 

Now, you could be just surviving. You are on your way to find living. Walk slowly, watch you step and you will find this invisible line at some point on your way. It is not easy to trap, but it requires belief. 

“Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives.“ 

This is said by A.Shachs. It deserves more thinking. It proves my thoughts as well. You have to accept it also because it is true in its depth.

Ironically, when you are breathing, you don’t really live. And when you die, you don’t breathe, but you are really living a life which nobody knows about. This is what I could call life, because it is not about wanting something. It’s about a whole another thing which I don’t even know so much about. 

You can’t keep wanting during life and death. You have to choose between both. Either to want things in your real life, and don’t get it after you are gone. Or to give away things in this real life to get what you want after you are buried below. 

I know this is not practically convincing. Still, you don’t get it all. You don’t survive and live at the same time. Life gives you what you need to survive, so you better be thankful that you still exist in flesh!