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Broken Promises.

“I promise”, he said. 

She smiled and breathed him in. He had his arms around her and blew a soft kiss on the top of her nose. Their eyes met and he earned her trust, after losing it too many times before. 

He broke too many promises before; to never let go, to never cheat, to never lie, to never hurt her or make her feel lonely.
She believed, all his lies.

She loved him with all her heart. She knew love. Felt love. She loved the way he made her feel. She was weak, lonely, depressed and lost hope in everything. She got the worst nightmares. He stepped in and changed it all. 
He changed her, without her noticing. 

To her, everything evolved around him. She dreamed about him and woke up to his texts and phone calls. 
He promised her today to never let her go. They went for a walk. It was full of laughs, kisses, hugs and cuddles. It was heaven on earth and they had nothing to worry about, just time. They watched the sunset together, kissed slowly with their eyes shut and opened it to her sleeping on his shoulders and his arms around her, protecting her. 


It was time to go home. They agreed to meet tomorrow and have breakfast together. She started missing him before he leaves. 

On her doorstep, they kissed each other a goodbye kiss. To her, it was a 7 hour- goodbye-period.
Her head on the pillow and her mind with him. She was waiting his texts to wish her a goodnight. She spent the time thinking about the things they do and what should they do tomorrow when they meet again. 
The phone rings up for a text. Helplessly, a wide smile on her sleepy face. 

She takes the phone and open the text. Everything is shattered. All the promises are broken and their love was gone. She slept through blacking out while wishing that she never wakes up again.

She didn't.

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