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Alone.


I curled up in my mother's womb for 9 months, alone.
I used to be scared of the dark during my childhood, alone.
I taught myself how to make friends and failed,
So I remained alone.

I taught myself, as a kid, how to wear socks, alone.
I taught myself how to knot the lace, alone.
I walked from and to school, alone.

I grew up, I learnt, I fell, I hurt and got hurt, alone.
I failed, tried, failed again then succeeded, alone.
I read myself to sleep,
I cried myself to sleep,
Alone.

I have a lovely big family,

but I preferred to remain as I was brought,
To this busy cruel world,
                                                                         Alone.



I fought my demons and befriended my angels, alone.
I learnt how to make friends, the right way
I loved, hated, liked and disliked, alone.
I loved, hated, liked and disliked, alone.
Alone.


I committed my sins and did few good deeds, alone.
I prayed and leaned and pled for forgiveness, alone.
I knew my mistakes and accepted my flaws, alone

but I preferred to remain as I was brought,
to this busy cruel world,

                                                                         Alone.

I felt sad and happy and even more sad, alone
I could have shared everything with anyone,

but I preferred to remain as I was brought,
to this busy cruel world,


Because I know that one day, I will die.
And that I will be put down my grave, alone.
It will be dark and I will meet my creator, alone.

So why would I bother during my existence?
As long as my birth and death will involve no one,

but myself,

All alone.


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