People want what they can't have.

We keep needing things in lives and never get them. We keep getting getting other things in live and stop needing them. It makes us humans, but. I have been trying to think of something to write after 'but' and nothing to be jotted down. I think it's the humans' nature of wanting things or losing interest in whatever they own? We wait. We wait for many things, knowing that we are wasting hell of time of another things, but we wait. We wait for things we know that's not going to happen and things that we know we will never be getting; so much time wasted, but we still wait. I don't get the point of waiting because to me, the only thing worth waiting is basically a flight out of this place or for angels to take me by the hands. I wait.

I'm not quite sure why we aren't so concerned about time even though it's never on our favor, but what? We wait and waste some more time. Yes, I wait for too many unrealistic things and it's not even funny. Lately, I have been thinking that I'm wasting so much time for which I could have done anything useful in my whole life. Why? Because we are humans; vulnerable and needy. We want stuff and even more. I have learnt that people usually want what they can't have, so I stopped wanting things so that I don't keep waiting. Yet, for death; I patiently wait, and maybe wait some more- because that's how life sums up.

And I am still waiting.

PS. If you wait in those endless lines to fill your vehicle's tank. grab a book or a paper and read. You are already waiting anyway.

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