Right now, I am sitting by the shore, with the warming
sunrays falling all over my swollen skin and charging It with protons of
positive energy. I won’t ask for an umbrella, I will let it penetrate me; I
need it. The waves’ sound softly hit my ear drums and I loved their melody, accompanied
with the laughs and giggles coming from the
people around me. They are happy, I can tell it from their faces. They are happy,
but let’s not generalize because we never know. I watch the splashing waves and
get involved with their beats inside my ears. It feels good. I am actually
amused because I suddenly have found the answer; it’s nature. All the family
members are reuniting together, happily, to have fun and a good swim in the
salty water. It doesn't matter how salty the water is because all the talks are
sweet and filled with love, warmth and unity. It’s the nature, locking up all
the chains and bonds of families, relatives and friends.
I look around again,
searching for someone on their own, like myself. I am not really alone, I have
the sea and I can’t ask for a better company. I see that jaded old man on a sea
chair, letting the chair feet sink deep inside the warm sand. I am not sure if
that was his body weight making the chair dig that deep into the sand, it was
his worries ingraining inside his soul instead. His body looks so weightless
and his soul isn’t, and I guess that’s why he is here, he might be trying to
tell his stories to the sea and let his worries wade into its interminable
wading water, just like myself.
I look around again, not searching for anything specific,
just checking around and getting bewildered by how all of these people are here
in the same place for different purposes. It’s amusing, but the sea is more
amusing to me. I don’t know how it does that, but it’s my remedy, after
writing. I watch the happy cheerful kids with smiles stretching to their
cheeks. Some building their dream castles of sands, while others digging their
way down the shore, maybe searching for an illusionary treasure. Their parents
look at them with eyes filled with joy and pride, blended with troubles and
worry, especially those whose kids aren't on the sandy land, but rather swimming
their way through the rising waves. They look happy but I am not sure how am I
feeling.
I never knew when to use the word happy or when to tell if I
am happy, yet they look happy for me (Except for the old man). The sun is
burning my hands now and I am not quite sure how I should end this. Nobody has
it all. And these families, they can look happy now but I didn’t explore the
universes beneath their skin, so you never know. I might not be happy now, but
I am fine. Blessed, thankful and alive. I couldn’t ask for more.
And by my best friend, I meant the sea.
And by my best friend, I meant the sea.
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