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I find God in pain


I find God in pain.
Pain is our savior and we just deny it. 
It's the sweet and bitter method of survival.
It saves us from ourselves, even when we don't want to be saved. 
It's where I find God the most.
Many people cut, and if they feel no pain,
they'd have gone so deep down their flesh and killed themselves.
Pain saved them; 
God is there.
Pain makes you shiver and fall. 
It makes you palled and relieved.
God is there.
Pain comes with and without fear.
It can make you feel scared but safe.
God is there.
Emotional pain is there almost all the time, 
but it's still indefinable. 
Physical pain is there and we fear it
although it makes us feel less numb. 
Some run to it while others others run from it.
Just lik believing and disbelieving, 
Just faith and infidelity.
God is there.
You can't see it, but 
You feel it;
beneath your skins, 
inside your spine,
and around your bones, 
It can blow the nerves inside head,
and flow everywhere around you.
God is there.
You see hidden messages and signs when you watch someone else in a pain.
You can feel theirs', touch their scars
and it can actually strike you harder.
God is there

It's way too close from divinity.
Thus, I find God in pain.


Reem Khorshid
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